Monday, March 14, 2011

Wise words.

Well, it's a rainy day here today.....


And today was the day I found out "if" I matched into a residency program.  I got a "yes"....so, it's official...but it has not really hit me yet....now for the waiting game until Thursday, the day I will find out "where" I will be for the next 5-6 years. 


I wanted to share with you all some words from Dr. Dubin, the former dean of our med school (...words he passed onto us from his mother)..


If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or, being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with triumph and disaster
And treat those two imposters just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breath a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on";

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with kings - nor lose the common touch;
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run -
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man my son!

Thursday, March 10, 2011

A little sunshine.

Today is a good day to appreciate the beauty of nature......there is not a cloud in the sky, the sun is shining bright.  I am trying to take advantage of every minute of it.  I enjoyed a run at the park this morning, and I am (trying to enjoy) studying while sitting very near or outside.  Well...before we know it, the dreadful heat and humidity of summer will hit Houston...so, I better appreciate every sunny day that is sub-80 degrees.

In celebration of the sun shining so bright today, I will appreciate some beautiful things - nature, the sun, and the color yellow.

"Keep your face always toward the sunshine - and shadows will fall behind you" - Walt Whitman

A perfect yellow dress by Maxmara.




I'm amazed at the rich colors of these places and things........


I don't know where this is, but if someone dropped me off in this field of lavender, they would have a hard time making me leave.....I could lay here forever.




raindrops on a peacock feather....



Aaand.....my sister in a ray of sunshine. She is one person that always lives in sunshine. She teaches me to live in the sun :)

Sunday, March 6, 2011

excerpt from "The Prophet" by Kahlil Gibran

Then said Almitra, "Speak to us of Love"

And he raised his head and looked upon the people, and there fell a stillness upon them. And with a great voice he said: When love beckons to you, follow him, Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you yield to him, Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden.

For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning. Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun, So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth. Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself. He threshes you to make you naked. He sifts you to free you from your husks. He grinds you to whiteness. He kneads you until you are pliant; And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast.

All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life's heart.

But if in your fear you would seek only love's peace and love's pleasure, Then it is better for you that you cover your nakedness and pass out of love's threshing-floor, Into the seasonless world where you shall laugh, but not all of your laughter, and weep, but not all of your tears.

Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from itself. Love possesses not nor would it be possessed; For love is sufficient unto love.

When you love you should not say, "God is in my heart," but rather, "I am in the heart of God." And think not you can direct the course of love, for love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.

Love has no other desire but to fulfill itself. But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires: To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night. To know the pain of too much tenderness. To be wounded by your own understanding of love; And to bleed willingly and joyfully. To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving; To rest at the noon hour and meditate love's ecstasy; To return home at eventide with gratitude; And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips.

Dream.

As I continue to study for my board exam, I wonder...why is it, that when my mind needs to express its feelings and creativity the most, it's the most difficult to do so? Here I am...typing this blog....wondering what I have to say. My mind is numb. I need some sort of release, but I have it right here..my very own blog! I'm thinking..

Ok, here is my attempt. After browsing on Pinterest, I came across some beautiful places I would like to visit one day...and also, spaces I would dream to have. After all, one can always dream.

I came across this quote recently, and I think it really puts the purpose of this post into perspective:

“Never lose an opportunity of seeing anything beautiful, for beauty is God's handwriting.” - Ralph Waldo Emerson

Butchart Gardens, Vancouver. Look at the color!



I'm not sure where this is, but I would like to live here...even if just for a little while.



This studio is perfect!


no words...



I would go to France just for this.....and I will secretly pull out the soft part of the inside of the bread (I will never be too old for that!).

Friday, March 4, 2011

tired.

I feel like this polar bear....must keep studying, must keep studying..argh!

Source: flickr.com via Jenny on Pinterest




I'd like to take a study break and lay my head down in a field like this.



Hmmm.....but I think I have 3 minutes to spare to make this!



Well, enough of my ranting about studying....I need to be thankful for today and learn to appreciate all the small things.  This is one of my favorite quotes:


Today, I appreciate:

my early morning run...clearing my head for the day, listening to my music on my ipod, or just the sound of my breathing and feet hitting the pavement and nature



enjoying coffee at Starbucks while I listened to Pandora (...and studied of course).



posting on this blog :)